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Wohooooo, lucky no. for christmas! View trap :)

The Delusional Moon

With the crimson dark cloud
that wraps the hidden moon,
Screams are whispered
into the weathered heart.

With the frosty hard wind
crashing against the frail walls,
Reminiscence of sleepless nights
will last till the moon falls.

A Sick Encounter

It just so happened that I was defacating just 5 min ago when an ant decided to sink its jaws into my ass. ouch Maybe this post will serve as an inspiration to my works in the future. ;s

Believe

A tip to be truthful to yourself. Just think "I am worthy of it".

Life

If you have no troubles in your life, then its pretty obvious that you don't have a life. How could you taste the satisfaction and sense of achievement without going through an obstacle. Its only when you meet and overcome a hurdle, will you learn to appreciate and grow. So spread your wings, take flight and not shy away from those deterrence.

New start

Finally, my first detail! :) Gonna remember this fine day when I drove the Safety OUV in camp. Though its a boring job, just waiting for things to happen along the way, but still, surely its worth the experience hahahahaha and i get to see how clumsy i really am lol ;P

Confused

.......................... What should I do? :/

ITI

Finally back to ITI (Infantry Training Institute) as an official driver, no longer a T-list doing saikang like painting pink boxes blue. Haha, though I have mixed feelings about returning. Many senior drivers have just ORD which i felt was a real waste. They were all so nice and just when we could all learn more about one another, they have to move on with their life, which is a good thing for them ... Well, this served as a good inspiration for me when its my turn to be a senior driver. To serve my juniors with great sincerity and hopefully their would do the same to the future batches of TOs. Special thanks to Faizan, within a real short period of time, he has done so much for me and given me basically everything I need in ITI be it knowledge about driving, a good condition locker with lots of useful goodies in it and how a good TO/person should be. "Be true to yourself and not change for others" To stand firm on your ground and not be swayed by negative influences. Thanks to the quote, I realised that I have weakened and currently ain't the courageous Quinn I was once before. I tend to remain silent these days, accepting anything that comes in my way. One can say I'm adaptable, but to put it in another term, one can say that I'm bochap. Yep, it got me thinking who I really am. Hopefully, I will find my answer soon. :) Other than that, yes, its gonna be more hectic soon in ITI. Details will be flooding in , more unforeseen duties will just pop up. Really wish that all will go smoothly :)

Drooling...

Sometimes, I should just slap myself as a form of wake up call... This is reality man, stop dreaming.

To Be Treasured

Celebrated Azmi's Birthday yesterday and it was really great. I am really glad to see that after all these years, we would still meet up regularly and be there for one another. Such brotherhood will surely be treasured and cherished by this little boy, Quinn. :)

Landrover report

Finally Passed my landrover assessment after 3 failures and 1 success LOLOL! :D

Portfolio?

Dear fucking parents,

I do not understand why the fuck you all are being hysterical about NTU rejecting my portfolio. I seriously do not understand. Is it the end of the world? Is it not possible for me to resubmit again? Then? For someone who cant even pronounce the word "portfolio" right, I doubt you do understand the amount of effort and pain needed to complete one of those portfolios. Surely one cannot do one such portfolio within a time frame of ONE day. Nextly, I do not understand why you even drag my sis into the matter as well and made her do the writing for me. I am not so shallow as to accept the works of others and claim it mine. I have values unlike you. This just gave me another reason why I despise you all bunch of fuckers.

If they want the drawings, fine! I'll do them! Don't come thinking that I am some ungrateful son, if I were one, I would have hit you in face long time ago and hurled vulgarities like what I am doing now !

Yours Sincerely
Quinn
your fucking ungrateful son

Credits for the image goes to azmi :)

In the hospital

Had a recent asthma attack in tekong recently, finally understood how it feels to be gasping for air. I was sick for a period of time before it led to this incident which eventually landed me in the hospital now. I am stabalising now with the nebuliser doing its work releasing white fumes that brings me comfort. My stay in the hospital was prolonged due to some irregularities in my ecg and probably an increase in T4 thyroid which explains my skinny build, weak stamina and high metabolism rate which they detected on the first day when i admitted in hospital. But all is well now, my body has more or less regained to its original state with normal hormone expression and heart beat. Haha, like to make myself sound like a pro bio student muahahhaaha. This is roughly what happened in a nutshell but what i really wanted to mention in this post is that this entire event has provided me an eye opener.

I was suppose to go for breakfast meetup with my VS bros on Sunday morning, really i was very excited to see all of them, reminiscence the good old talk cock times hahaha. However, my wheezing on saturday did not stop hence the admittance into changi genral hospital. Of course ah, must inform them if not they say pangseh ahaha. So i continued to text dzafir, azmi and damien. Reply from azmi is pretty normal, since he everytime cool like cucumber, i just reassured him that i am ok and thats about it, likeaboss \m/. But dzafir that joker lol! Was typing in full caps like WTF happened and even wanted to come down to CGH at 11.40pm to visit me Hahahahaaha as if i am not gonna be seeing the next sunrise. Merepek only, but I was really really grateful for his concerns, shows how much a brother he is :)

The next day came (sunday) parents visited me first and to my surprise the entire VS gang came down to CGH to visit me! I was really moved. Had my talk cock session and lunch with them still :) Took an awesome group photo with my bros with azmi's 550d and credits to him :) another person i would also like to thank is mr khor, after seeing the phto being uploaded on facebook, he texted me and asked for my condition and stuff like that haha then somehow it became a small convo about how chio the nurses are and how i should restrained myself lolol! At the end of it, i realised that this is my home ( not the hospital ah), where i truly belong all thanks to the people i have met and contributed to my well being in one way or another. Singapore is a country worth defending afterall with my rifle, my buddies annd Meeeeeeee.